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Regards to Mr.Roxburgh
SingiskrinSkriAA:
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SingiskrinSkriAA: Last year I was a completely different human. Thanks God, I met Richard! I've written tons of letters at almost all forums about RR I've come across on the net. About going mad... I've been mad, insane since I saw Richard as Dracula in Van Helsing. If God sometimes touches us to show there is something more than daily tedious life, it happened to me last May, when I saw Richard's fair face, I coudn't breathe, I was suffocating because such a beauty couldn't exist even in my imagination. The thing that amazes me most is that this love isn't fading, it's exactly the same as it was that first time, and I can't live, can't think, cause Richard has occupied my mind and, what is more, he has changed my life. Actually, last year I got into trouble, I thought I shouldn't live anymore, there was no a slight sense in my life, one day, in despair I went to the cinema having no idea it it's good or not. And fell in love with him after two seconds (enough to perceive an image for a human brain). Summing up, I saw Van Helsing 10 times in the cinema and an endless amount of times on video at home. I consider this as one of the best films ever-excellent cast crew, intriguing plot, divine Dracula, (in fact, the handsomest man in the world). I really can't get tired of watching this, and it's astonishing, I'm madly in love and it's like living in another dimension. I remember the night after the third time I saw VH in the cinema, I got home, I was gleeful, because it was dazzlingly marvellous, and at the same time I was about to collapse, I wasn't a blinded youngsters to believe that I could ever reach him, though I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT LOVE WE ARE FEELING TOWARDS RICHARD IS UNREAL! I got drunk, I drank a couple of bottles of wine what I had never done before. And I was crying so hard I was impossible to endure. There was on thing that upset me most-I didn't know English at all. I couldn't neither read, nor, write, nor speak. And it was by far the toughest time when I chose the way. I knew precisely, if I hadn't changed anything, I would have died, and it's not a showing off. In the morning I made a decision-I quit my boring job which did nothing, buit killed me slowly and plunged into learning English. I took up English course and devote all my time to studing, waorking hard I made a tremendous success, and this is another conclusive proof HE IS A MIRACLE. You can think it's irrelevant, but he filled my life with sense and gave me such a high pleasure of the deepest emotions that, well, you'll think I'm crazy, perhaps, I am.) I figured out that English's making me happy, now I've got a new job related to language and things are turning up. So, this admirable Australian guy saved me, and I will always know this life is not in vain, because he exists. And I want to say, I'm deeply hurt he's already married. That girl, Silvia, she's just bloody lucky, because I'm absolutely certain, he's not only the HANSOMEST AND SEXIEST AND HOTTEST GUY IN THE WORLD, he is also hilarious, kind and gentle. Some say nobody is perfect, I know the one who is! It's not envy already, I seem to run out of feelings, the news of their wedding was an awful impact, I thing it's a defensive reaction that I feel almost nothing when I think of the fact they are married. I think, I let myself to think of it thouroughly, I'd become mad indeed and get into asylum. I want to say-I LOVE YOU. I DO LOVE YOU, more than words can say. There are so many of us, admirers who claim they do, so my voice can just be lost in that chorus of loving ones, but I can't help that. Never knew, I could feel like this... It's like I've nver knew the sky before. Want to vanish inside your kiss, Every day I'm loving you more and more... Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings? Come back to me and forget everyting! Seasons may change winter to spring, but I love you till my dying day... Come what may... Beloved one, to lose you is to never love again. Last year I was a completely different human. Thanks God, I met Richard! I've written tons of letters at almost all forums about RR I've come across on the net. About going mad... I've been mad, insane since I saw Richard as Dracula in Van Helsing. If God sometimes touches us to show there is something more than daily tedious life, it happened to me last May, when I saw Richard's fair face, I coudn't breathe, I was suffocating because such a beauty couldn't exist even in my imagination. The thing that amazes me most is that this love isn't fading, it's exactly the same as it was that first time, and I can't live, can't think, cause Richard has occupied my mind and, what is more, he has changed my life. Actually, last year I got into trouble, I thought I shouldn't live anymore, there was no a slight sense in my life, one day, in despair I went to the cinema having no idea it it's good or not. And fell in love with him after two seconds (enough to perceive an image for a human brain). Summing up, I saw Van Helsing 10 times in the cinema and an endless amount of times on video at home. I consider this as one of the best films ever-excellent cast crew, intriguing plot, divine Dracula, (in fact, the handsomest man in the world). I really can't get tired of watching this, and it's astonishing, I'm madly in love and it's like living in another dimension. I remember the night after the third time I saw VH in the cinema, I got home, I was gleeful, because it was dazzlingly marvellous, and at the same time I was about to collapse, I wasn't a blinded youngsters to believe that I could ever reach him, though I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT LOVE WE ARE FEELING TOWARDS RICHARD IS UNREAL! I got drunk, I drank a couple of bottles of wine what I had never done before. And I was crying so hard I was impossible to endure. There was on thing that upset me most-I didn't know English at all. I couldn't neither read, nor, write, nor speak. And it was by far the toughest time when I chose the way. I knew precisely, if I hadn't changed anything, I would have died, and it's not a showing off. In the morning I made a decision-I quit my boring job which did nothing, buit killed me slowly and plunged into learning English. I took up English course and devote all my time to studing, waorking hard I made a tremendous success, and this is another conclusive proof HE IS A MIRACLE. You can think it's irrelevant, but he filled my life with sense and gave me such a high pleasure of the deepest emotions that, well, you'll think I'm crazy, perhaps, I am.) I figured out that English's making me happy, now I've got a new job related to language and things are turning up. So, this admirable Australian guy saved me, and I will always know this life is not in vain, because he exists. And I want to say, I'm deeply hurt he's already married. That girl, Silvia, she's just bloody lucky, because I'm absolutely certain, he's not only the HANSOMEST AND SEXIEST AND HOTTEST GUY IN THE WORLD, he is also hilarious, kind and gentle. Some say nobody is perfect, I know the one who is! It's not envy already, I seem to run out of feelings, the news of their wedding was an awful impact, I thing it's a defensive reaction that I feel almost nothing when I think of the fact they are married. I think, I let myself to think of it thouroughly, I'd become mad indeed and get into asylum. I want to say-I LOVE YOU. I DO LOVE YOU, more than words can say. There are so many of us, admirers who claim they do, so my voice can just be lost in that chorus of loving ones, but I can't help that. Never knew, I could feel like this... It's like I've nver knew the sky before. Want to vanish inside your kiss, Every day I'm loving you more and more... Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings? Come back to me and forget everyting! Seasons may change winter to spring, but I love you till my dying day... Come what may... Beloved one, to lose you is to never love again. Laura Brown
Lady_Eva_Brown: Oh, my God) My very old message, what a pleasure to see!))) Yeah, once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart. There's nothing I can do-a total eclipse of the heart. The matter is, that having turned into Eva, Laura has lost her previous dreams, so, I'm glad I'm not mad now. Briefly, Richard, thanks for everything, you've made me a great favour-the language I'm speaking now will bring me prosperity I've been dreaming about since 80-s. Where love fails, money work. Let me tell you a short story about a girl who used to humiliate herself with similar obsession. It belongs to Destiny's Child and in fact is a perfect song: Now that you are out of my life, I'm so much better, You thought that I'd be weak without ya, But I'm stronger, You thought that I'd be broken without ya, But I'm richer, You thought that I'd be sad without ya, I laugh harder, You thought I wouldn't grow without ya, Now I'm wiser, You thought that I'd be helpless without ya, But I'm smarter, You thought that I'd be stressed without ya, But I'm chillin' You thought I wouldn't sell without ya, Sold nine million.
malishka Mju: It's all right. But he didn't think about all this things. He didn't think of you at all.
Lady_Eva_Brown: I'm happy he didn't! I deserve a better man! And you... Still dreaming? Oh, you won't believe me, but I'm really happy to be woken up, all my life is lying before me, no old bonds, no old dreams, this is freedom, one day you will feel it too and it's like having 1000 orgasms at once). To feel free of illusions, to live real life.
malishka Mju: I want to feel it too, I want to be free of my dreams, but... It's impossible for me now. I'm afraid that if I stop I'll lose my mind. It's my world where I can take cover of outside problem. And I can. I know you'll say It's not right. But I can't find another way. So, I still dreaming.
Lady_Eva_Brown: My dear Malishka, I don't say it's not right. As long as you need to have such protection from the outside world's sadness, be happy in this state. You can't overcome it right now like I couldn't for 2 years. When it suddenly stops, you will feel it.
malishka Mju: I would like to know when it stops. Maybe never!
Lady_Eva_Brown: Wait, you are growing. Believe me, I wish I had my 16 back.) I don't want to be a teacher, everything I'm telling you now is sincere, because I've gone through the same things. Soul is being perfected via suffering however sad it seems. Oh, I'm in a sad mood now. Watching retro music programme at the First Channel, I feel so old...) Life is so beautiful... I wish I had someone to share my feelings, but a real one, not a dream.
malishka Mju: Lady_Eva_Brown пишет: I don't want to be a teacher, everything I'm telling you now is sincere, Thank you. I'm hope "one day I fly away".
Lady_Eva_Brown: Leave it all to yestersay! In love with Moulin Rouge?
malishka Mju: Lady_Eva_Brown пишет: In love with Moulin Rouge? Of cours!
Lady_Eva_Brown: I love a lot of scenes from MR, but tango of passion.. It's so cool! "It's more, than I can stand!" It's one of the best dramatic moments in the cinema, I think. So beautiful.
malishka Mju: Yes!!!!! It's very exciting moment! Especially dance of Argentinean, who wanted to play young man in play, and courtesan (I'm not sure, she was called Mimi.) And also Song! It's beautiful song with heart-rending word!!! It's ... it's... Great!!!!!!
Lady_Eva_Brown: Wow! I'm really glad to see such a passionate reaction! I can't help loving this scene, it is so beautifully composed-music, dance, actions, pain, passion, love, despair, jealousy... I wish I had played any role in that scene! Yes, I love the Argentinean and that smart courtesan, they are really talented. Tango Roxanne, oh, I'm going to rewatch it tonight...
malishka Mju: So, good luck! I also want to see!!! But now I' m at my real home, not in Moskaw, where is my "Moulin Rouge".
Mersedes: My God! Ms. Brown, your letter (if this miracle so to name) - it superb is possible. I frankly envy your knowledge of English!
Ohona: Mr. Roxburgh, you're the best Dracula) I swear!
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